Monday, October 19, 2009

El Camino de la Rioja



For the Columbus Day puente I traveled to La Rioja with three friends from school. We were with a Spanish hiking tour group. This was... interesting. But in the end I rather enjoyed it. It was a little hard to take some of the disorganization and the rain was surprisingly wet, but all in all it was very refreshing to get out into nature.




The first day we hiked through vineyards from bodega to bodega. I'd never exersized and drank alcohol at the same time before--wow. Everything was so much harder than it should have been! But nothing beats eating fresh grapes and drinking wine from my favorite region in Spain.




Sigh.



We ate grapes from the vine in crisp fall air with a beautiful sky.... Lovely.



Dios mio, I love fall colors!



I believe this strange sculpture was meant to be a scarecrow.



I unknowingly ordered pigs' ears. They tasted like earwax. What can I say? They looked like they were slathered in barbeque sauce and I couldn't help myself. I consoled my guiri self with a ,70 centimos glass of wine... or three.



We did get to visit one winery. It smelled wine-y.



Nothing says "Five Stars" like condoms in your hotel kit. And I learned a new word: prophylactic. We had a good time at breakfast trying to guess which people on our trip had actually used their complimentary rubbers.

The second day we went for a much harder hike, sans vino. It was wet and cold--though not intolerable. The scenery and plants were hauntingly similar to Washington. The rain was that typical lazy drizzle we're so used to having in the foggy days of fall back home. Our fellow hikers worried about us getting wet and cold as we hadn't packed rain gear--but I only ever felt cold when we stopped for lunch. It was sweet of them to offer their ponchos and umbrellas.


We walked through pastures of sheep and horses. It was a mystery to me how the guides knew where to go, it seemed as though we were aimlessly traipsing through other people's land. In actuality, this land was a national park. Spain continues to confound me.



Wow. That thing was huge. It had friends too.



Yakshi, Kim, and Jen: a little wet but still smiling.






This was a very romantic and beautiful part of the trail. I could have daydreamed in this beautiful forest for hours.


The spooky part of the trail. At this point there was a cliff at the other side so socked in with fog that all we could see was white. I felt like I was about to walk into the fire swamp in The Princess Bride.


The last bit of our longest hike was incredibly slippery with mud and leaves. It was tedious and exhausting, but still beautiful.

On the night of the second day there was a barbeque in the backyard of someone's house in a small pueblo. The food was incredible, the company boring, and I definitely had too much to drink out of boredom. New realization: drinking more alcohol rarely makes the bar or party more fun but usually ends up with me making a fool of myself. I climbed atop a tractor, tried to break into an old church, and made friends with a stray dog--which in retrospect was the best part of the night.

On the third day we started our walk in the town of Vitoria. We rambled and wandered until we began the somewhat tedious trail to the Sideria in Lasarte. By that time I was missing home, thinking too much about the problems in my life and in the world, and I was hungover to boot. But I saved up my crankiness for when they played the music too loud on the way back to Madrid--nothing gets between me and my iPod!!



Like the rest of Europe, Pais Vasco is full of art--ancient and modern. And we all know my love of murals.


Graphitti can be hard to understand. Are they meaning "puta madre" or the real meaning of "puta"?




This was a covered escalator going up a hilly street. It rains a lot in Pais Vasco. Just like home.



Men are different here. Trust me. I struggle to understand, but do my best to appreciate.



I am fascinated by protests, political graphitti, and the ETA.



Kim is comforting me during my hangover. What a gal. Nothing like walking 10 km while regretting the whiskey from the night before.



This relief is from a church that is probably six or seven hundred years old.



Ponies!! They were so excited to see us. At that point I was too excited about the Sideria coming up in the next town to give them much attention.



Jen is a loyal, adventurous friend who loves meeting new people. Every outing with her is an adventure. Thanks Jen for suggesting this crazy trip!



Our intrepid "frat boy" guides neglected to let the Sideria know that 100 pushy MadrileƱos would be decending en masse. They ran out of just about everything. We flirted our way to three bottles of basque cider (while other hikers didn't get a solitary bottle) and snacked on various delicacies including cider roasted chorizo. Sometimes it pays to be polite, pretty, and female.

Basque country is beautiful and quiet, Spanish and yet a little foreign. I loved the drama and mistique of the fog and rain coupled with the brilliant fall colors. It was like walking around Lake Louise in October or hiking the trails of Mt Rainier or Mt Baker. A little taste of home.








Friday, October 9, 2009

Changing My Mind


My Serendipitous Friend (Laura), just spent the last half hour or so cheering me up. I was disappointed. Sad. I'm not often sad, but when I am it's a very thorough feeling.

Serendipity (I like her new nickname) shared with me a new token of wisdom, "It's okay to change your mind." As humans beings, we are constantly learning from our experiences, analyzing information and generating conclusions. Our decisions are often the results of this analysis, though sometimes our hormones or feelings take charge. It's a complicated mess of instinct and intelligence. And for me, the hardest part is changing my mind. Once I've made a decision or a plan, it takes an unreasonable amount of strength for me to change course.

There is a battle between my head and my heart. As a woman raised in a world full of brothers I adored, uncles I tolerated, and women who relate well to men, my instinct is to try to wrestle down my poor heart until reason is proudly shaking his fists over my poor trampled emotions. I try to believe that my reason and my heart are connected, but in reality my head is a big fat bully. My head can't wait to squish down my heart so that no one can come near it. It's like an overprotective older brother (not that I would know anything about that), constantly telling my heart not to trust anyone and are you really going to wear that?

Though it hurts to admit it, for weeks my heart has been waiting and hoping it's small hopes. My head has been trying to tell my heart there is nothing to wait or hope for, that my heart doesn't want anything more from life. Slowly, surely, I changed my mind. My head got a grip, grew up a little, and let its little sister speak up. Good for you, head. Keep up the good work.

And so here I go. I've taken in the information, I've analyzed, I've made some decisions. I've let my heart speak up a little, changed my mind, and now I feel so... disappointed. Liberated, but disappointed.

Damnit.

I can't decide which feels worse: doing the right thing or pretending you don't want more from life.